marilynmanson;             heartbreak and murder.
navs are the evanescing hearts.
i hate sunny people.
iLove MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
iLike Marilyn Manson.
iAm wary of random guys at the Expo. -.-
iamAmused by bimbos.
Friday, January 27, 2006
- it's the eve of chinese new year. it used to be different. so different. at this time 2 years ago i would be happily buzzing about getting ready for my uncle to get here for reunion dinner. but things have changed. drastically. i don't care anymore. not as much as before. the world's grey. not hued and shaded with reds and blues and greens like it used to be. and now i can't break free. i'm t-r-a-p-p-e-d. - - there's nothing left for me in this bare world. my past is forgotten. my present is but naught. and my future is bleak. - - because of you. your eyes they sparkle. that's all changed into lies that fall like acid rain you've washed away the best of me. you don't care. - - the once young and idealistic soul is gone. to be replaced by angst and sadness. these intangible emotions fuel this vacuous shell that is me. -
Hahas so emo. made a few rhymes back there. liked the first one best tho. hee hee mindless drabble. yesterday was FUN!!! school was short. as in. REAL SHORT. like... 2 hours short. like. me, short. yeah wore orange to school. i totally looked like this live-sized walking tangerine. all i needed were some green shorts for leaves. thankfully, i wore jeans. ha. oh yah and amanda was ayumi crazed yesterday. something about being misunderstood... yeah.... we walked all the way from school to far east. i wanted to show her the fried mars bars and cheese sausages sold at chippy's mm. but unfortunately, we went too early and were late. sigh. we then continued walking ALL THE WAY to the heeren. hee hee i wanted to get my myuk wallet and pencilcase. after which we went to visit mom at wisma. she wasn't in though. we then went back to my house. amanda's third lang lessons commenced at 2 and we still had time. i got ready for CG OUTING!!!! and while she stoned wee hee hee. gosh i'm evil. just noticed.hahas. yeah then we took the bus to toa payoh and i met up with tiff and julia and said bb to amanda.. our 'eternal' wait FINALLY ended like.. 20 minutes later when esther and sarah popped up. late was what we were. the two lazy bums (as in tiff n' ju) decided to proceed with watching Cheaper By The Dozen Two in their SCHOOL UNIFORMS unlike the rest of us. who were guai. hahas. can't blame them tho, school ended at like.. 11:30 for them -no, wait i CAN blame them. esther n sarah ended at 1: 30!! poor things. i have absolutely no idea why joselin didn't come tho, she HAD NO SCHOOL! ugh. how lucky. after that amelia brought us to 'shop' at guess where? THE HEEREN hahas my second time that day. my legs still hurt. we didn't buy anything. next was dinner at Pastamania. hahas i was so broke. i added so much tobasco to my pasta i nearly choked. but i still finished it anyway. hahas. we went to jessica's house next by the only 4 of us were left. I GOT TO WATCH NARUTO!!! yay!! haahs yeah and then mom n' dad just HAD to spoil the fun. sigh. went home. it was such a tiring day. hahs oh yah n' I WON THE BID!!!! whee. kks nth else to sae 'cept. hjappeh CNY! ja!