Thursday, July 27, 2006
helo. AGAIN! second post in one day. yeap decided to change my blogskin! hahs i'm back to EMO ME. yes. i love the dead. which is why it's now named PAST mortem. owell.
hahs i've FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THE LB! wahaha the REAL oc. sigh. sad it's over. now they're focuding on LAUREN who is SUCH A BITCH. sheesh. BAAD move. anywhoo i've got the REAL WORLD AUSTIN to watch now hahs. I LOVE PROJECT RUNWAY. whoo hoo.
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i haven't blogged in YEARS! hahahaha. i'm getting lazy...IER. owells. which would also explain why i'm growing FAT...TER. hahs me n' my '...' infatuation. hmm nahs. some pigs have it worse. fortunately i am NO PIG. i am a MONKEY. so there. this post has NO REAL TOPIC. actually it HAS but i've forgotten what i was supposed to rant about. rarrh.
think.
think.
think.
think.
ER... oh yeah. i was nominated for hadley v-capt. YEAH YEAH I KNOW. SURPRISING. you'd be going WTFong?! yeap. same reaction here. it was... a dark [duh] and DREARY night. shikaye was slaving over her homework infront of her computer[which ultimately caused her to NOT finish it.]. WHEN SUDDENLY the telephone... RIINGS.
"hello?"
"hi shikaye? this is [current capt] yeah umm are you interested in running for vice-capt o7'?"
*silence reigned. only to be broken by one EAR... BRAIN BURSTING THOUGHT*
-WHAT THE HELL?!-
" uh.. okay."
"really? okay good! hmm okay you ave to submit a write-up about yourself and what you hope to achieve for hadley it's due tomorrow yeah submit it to [hadley teacher in charge]. okay?"
"HUH. umm can i not run?"
"WHY? it's never too late!"
*me = PAISEH*
"oh.. okay.."
HENCE. she SLAVED over the *#@%$#!* write-up.
sighs.
sad huh. yeah. that was about... 2 weeks ago. voting is TOMORROW during assembly. hahs PHEW. LINDSAY LOHAN: TELL ME THAT IT'S OVER
i agree. tell me that it's over.
owell. even though i really don't think i'm gonna win, IF i do i shall try my best. what else CAN i do?
next was.... OH YAH RHD celebrations. it was a BLAAST! ahs so much fun. we had to wear 'ethnic costumes' to school. didn't really care though. ANYTHING was more comfortable than the stoopid school u. threw on a black converse shirt and jeans and VOILA. all set n' ready to go. hahs i wasn't booked! THANK GAWD. yeap but this yr's RHD wasn't as fun as last year's owell. ruici, huiling and i ponned 'BANGHRAROBICS' seriously. i'm sure you now why. souzy was boogeying on stage. NOT A PRETTY SIGHT. hahs ONCE AGAIN! THANK YOU GAWD! hahs i got miself some hennas cost me $10. wahah. it WAS for a good cause. yeap yeap. it's STILL HERE ON MY RIGHT ARM. hahs it rawks. I rawk. whee.
that was... last friday.
hahs i cried in class today. *RUN. RUN WHILE YOU STILL CAN. THIS POST HAS TAKEN A DROP FOR THE DEEP...ER...i think. ANYWHOO. RUN!*
it just... hit me. i guess. thank you angel [yes it's her NAME] for making me realise. she's left for china then heading back to SA. sigh. i miss her. she was the ONLY one who didn't pretend. she was REAL. i miss her. sighs. owells at least she'sback with her friends. while she was still around... nobody bothered to talk to her... or initiate a conversation. the only two were stumps and churros. i think i kinda neglected her as well. but we talked during recess. [okay. excuses.] at her farewell party however, everyone just played along. PRETENDED to care and their last goodbyes to her were all mechanical hugs and pre-scripted 'i-miss-you's. it's sad. it really is. that someone has to go before you realise she's nice and you should've treated her better. this wasn't realised by me. it was by stumps.
but the very same person who has realised this has failed to see that she herself has neglected members of the class who aren't as visually pleasing. i sit next to her in class. and we talk. and all of a sudden i just feel so angry for her. like everyone comes to school only to pretend. school's a masquerade. everyday, everyone hides behind this facade. and those who don't want to are left out. i guess it's BETTER THAT THEY ARE. but i just get SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SO PLASTIC. i don't WANT to come to school a different person. i want to be ME.
then again. i don't even know who i am anymore. i'm greatly influenced by friends. i'll admit that. i've become SO MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE OVER THE YEARS. i don't know WHO I AM. sad. it's depressing. it really is.
so stop acting.
masquerade. paper faces on parade. masquerade hide your face so the world can never find you
3:04 AM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
the spasticist is BACK. HAHAHAHAHAH. i am blogging in the school 'bibliotheque'! hahaha. library lah. and guess what i'm using an iBook! I LOVE these things. they're all funkily white and they ROX ME SOX. and the apple font is SO MUCH nicer than the Windows one. i'm so sick of times new roman. lol. anyways. logged in to crap. YES. oh oh and there's ANOTHER vid of mari(9me) n' gramps(sixuan) on YOUTUBE!! hahas search either our real names or our aliases and poof you have THE VID. the new vid one is THEY CAN SING hahas our horribly off tune rendition of 'BREAKING FREE' from HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. I LOVE IT! hahahahah gabrielle's voices is super airyu but hey WHO CARES at least she can hit the notes right? RIGHT. and zack too he's okay la i guess. though he isn't particularly shuai he can sing. hahas i think he looks kinda like ALEX. H and don't be mistaken i ADORE ALEX.H but she kinda looks guyish she's the nicest gal in LB though.
SOOOAAAARRRIIING FLLLYYYIIINNNGGGGG!
hmmz yesterday i managed to catch the LB! wahahah thursdaes from 8-9 looks like jessicacaca was right afterall! hahs THANK YA GAL. in yesterdae's ep, stephen got dumped by LC [aka BIYATCH] for jason >.< i hate them ALL THREE OF THEM. stephen left kris alone to go for LC who's not pretty. and jason left jessica for... alex.M who is WAAY FATTER. i have absoolootly NO IDEA why he'd choose alex over jess but heyy he's weird. so anyway as stephen watches on he get jealous [MUAHAHHA SERVES THE SOB RIGHT] and he doesn't believe it [LOL. reality sucks mann live with it.] and then he hears from dieter that jason and lc went on a date! HAHAHAHAHHAAHA i think he choked on his fish. --poor fish-- so anyway he CRAWLS back to kris whose forgiving nature [and the fact that she a can't get over him] allows him to. sighs. grow a backbone girl. guys are jerks unless they're gay or REALLI SISSY. o wellsa it's her choice. hmm oh zyah and in yesterdae's rp they GRADUATED. after like 12 yrs of studying they're BREAKING FREE --haha-- of the bonds that've kept them from SOARING to greater heights! okay that was just plain ole bullshit hahas. whatever. hmm kris's parents got her a FRYING PAN hahs kyoote. and ALEX. H's mom got her a DIAMOND RING umm jessis parents got her a... hmm forgot. and argh there's just this family time part of the show. hahas speaking of which OMG CASEY the NEW GIRL is so... so... bitchy! she fell out with alex. m WAHAHAH. but seriously i think everyone'd fall out with her. hmm i guess there's no more... yeah
LOL. i've spent more time crapping about a DARNED show that took up 1 hr of my life instead of blogging ABOUT MY LIFE. sighs. comclusion: I HAVE NO LIFE.
hahahah i did LOTSA thing yesterdae. math test for one. it was relatively easy except for the STOOPID quadratic graphs we had to draw. DUMBBBBB. and me [THE STUPID IDIOT] put the value of x when they asked to solve the two equations instead of putting the COORDINATES! RARRH. i H8 my self for being SOOOO STOOPID. sighs. umm lesseee... ytd i also plaed the piano! my forst time in... 5 mths? haven't touched it in YEARS. i tried playing think of me from phantom of the opera the melody line was simple enough but the chords were TIRESOMEEEE i got finger cramps afterwards. hahas. but i guess it was worth it. i hsall practice till i geddit. annd then next i'll do MASQUERADE WHOOHOOO my FAVE song from POTO THEN poto. mom plaes REALLI WELL. owell i guess it's the result of 14 yrs of practice and SUPEARB SIGHT REAADING. gawrsh i can NEVER read fast enough. -lol- dad scolded me for spending too much time on the comp. sheesh he has NO RIGHT to say so cos he uses the comp WAAY LONGER than i do! hmph. hypocritical BBBBBBB.
hahs YAYYEZORS tomorrow is.... GUITAR NIGHT! going with gramps and stumpee WHEE hahas i hope we find churros there as well hmm i hope we find the WHOLE CLASS! then we can ALL WATCH TOGETHER. GO SHARON! hahs next concert'll be RGCO at the victoria concert hall. wahahah go churro jass n' jenny! and not forgetting manda and nikki chan and... the gal on the year book! hahas she's pretty chio. hmm i guess that;s it. hmm the poor co-ers their costume kinda... sucks... its jade green and black n' GOLD. --shudders-- churros was complaining about how bad she'd look. owells at least she isn't gonna be alone. it's kinda unfair. in sec school you get to keep your costume but in pri sch you don't. i mean altho the costume is ugly and all but it's something to remember your pri sch by right? sheesh. kiam siap chong. PFFT.
third complaint --okay not complaint per se but i've no other word--
GRACE CHAN SI HUIIIIIII >.< to all 2o8ers i should think that NOONE supports grace chan si hui right? RIGHT. she just STUCK stickers on me churro and jenny todae after hall assembly! grrr. she's SO TWO FACED. XP hmm owells i think i've bitched enuff for one day.
TOODLES.
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