Saturday, October 07, 2006
At this point in time, i'm sitting in front of my cousin's laptop, typing away. "Why?" you may ask. Well, it seems my father has managed to re-install the asinine program named:BitDefender - a program that attaches itself to your computer's internet gateway and creates a FILTER. It is, the very bane of my existence. Bloody hell, i need the internet to complete my RS/RE report which [i think] is due on thursday. Now, you HAVE to agree with me on this: My parents are complete idiots. I was working on another blogskin on photoshop CS2 yesterday. I know i've just completed one the day before, but unfortunately i'm only/still using the 30 day trial - i can't afford to wait for inspiration. My father then comes up to me at around 10 or so. He asks: " What does ___ ___ ___ __ ___ __ mean? Can you explain?" ---> in other words, a lame disguise for: " please get off the computer." i then tell him: " it isn't meant to be explained [ not to him at least.]" and he, with his EXTREMELY POOR grasp of the engliswh langusge, replies with an irritating: " WHAT. WHAT. DON"T GIVE ME THAT CRAP OKAY. NOT MEANT TO BE EXPLAINE. TELL ME LA. TELL ME!! what does it mean." fucking hell, i'm not obliged to " TELL HIM " ANYTHING. i'm very thankful to God for gicing me a home to live in; a family to love; as well as parents. Unfortunately, i HATE MY FATHER. [ sorry GOD! ] - [ i meant that.] i think i'll stop harping on this insipid topic.
i spent $ 10.20 on 5 small pieces of chocolate today. you wonder why. let's see: i'm still hopping mad [not really... more like fuming silently] about the blog issue, We haven't completed our RS report that's supposed to be at least 2000 words long. and MOST OF ALL - I'M NOT PUTTING IN ENOUGH EFFORT to study. all these things may SEEM minor. BUT that's all it takes to make me binge., I bought one ENORMOUS chocolate coated strawberry, one cheery in brandy [ i think ], one earl gray mint, one classic dark chocolate as well as one Irish Cream. a healthy [ ... or maybe not] dose of serotonin. cheered me up by loads. i think the Irish Cream was the BEST. i can't quite remember exactly what it tastes like, but it wasn't as cloying as the other chocolates. and the cherry in brandy was... refreshing: you know like when you splash water onto your face when your tired? THAT kind of refreshing. it's the strong alchoholic fumy kinda taste after ALL THAT SWEETNESS. lols.
the events mentioned in this post did NOT happen in chronological order.
This morning i went to Jiau Huah's house. FUCKING FAR.took me three bloody hours to get there. sometimes i wonder why we always choose to go to her house. we're idiots aren't we. RE went by uneventfully, i finished the result finding part. wasn't too hard. jiau was pretty SLACK! she did the introduction.
and once again i'm hit with the realisation that what i've just typed has absolutely no effect whatsoever on my life. and i have no idea why i even typed it to being with.
on to more SCARRING things.
sz told me to look at his blog yesterday. i was most CERTAINLY not prepared for what he posted. JAMES'S LEGS. sharon stone style. WTF@12K?! seriously. majorr scarring. they looked eerily like norman's though. i shudder.
11/10/06
today rc mj nard n me stayed back after school to study for lit. we ended up rolling on the floor in fits of laughter. Mercutio's bawdy humour was infectious.
joke: the blu fairy sat on pinochio's nose and said: tell a lie.
cue raucous teary-eyed laughter.
the joys of studying. i haven't been typing in full sentences, just realised.
honestly though. i don't really give a fuck at this moment in time.
gtg study geog.
DIE DIE DIE.
toodles.
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