Wednesday, November 29, 2006
lalala. it's 3:41.
i've SUCCESFULLLY ESCAPED!
whee. my parents wanna go see yet ANOTHER boring place. some.... PARK. wth.
in the morning we went to see a 40 yr old cadaver. guess what his name is.... uhh.. was.
MAO ZE DONG.
they MUMMIFIED him. damn scary. ><
but it was cool enough.
owell.
hmm letsee. next we walked [yes. WALKED ALL THE WAY.] to the commercial district of beijing. and the shops there sucked ass.
THERE WERE NO NICE BOOTS!
fuggafuggafug.
hahas.
i seriously hope i'm able to find nicer prezzies in hangzhou shanghai n suzhou. pssh.
signing off. [EARLY!!!]
11:39 PM
it's 7:43am in Beijing, China. and i am BLOGGING.
have you any idea how miraculous it is. lol.
my parents have left by themselves for breakfast, leaving my grandma n i in the hotel.
WTF?!
i'm perfectly fine with it. i have the comp all to myself.
my she will STARVE dood. STARVE.
pssh. they're SO irresponsible.
Oh well.
l8err...[i hope.]
3:42 PM
we went to the GREAT WALL todayyy. whee.
the climb wasn't so bad, it was quite okay... but because the steps were all of uneven height, it was hard to find a momentum. like. almost all of them were 25 cm high. wtf.
the climb UP was tiring, but the climb DOWN was terrifying.
after climbing up my knees got a lil' weak >< and my toes were aching like shit. so you can imagine. also add my fear of heights. and you have the recipe for fright. sigh.
owell.
we got conned you know, like the bloody salesperson for this tour company said the tour to the Great Wall n the 13 Tombs of past Kings was like 100 yuan, nothing more nothing less, and lunch was included and we needn't pay anymore.
but on the bus the bastard of a tour guide wanetd to charge EACH OF US an extra 130 yuan to see two extra and ttly redundant places: a buddhist temple, and a some other random place.
ggah. [ i'm sooo tired. ]
hmm dinner was nice. we had like. gou3 bu4 li3. which i think is some signature bun dish of Beijing.
they were okay and the food was good. WE HAD BEIJING ROAST DUCK!
waahahahahahhahs.
and even though today sucked ass [though not as much as ytd.]
i still have my laptop time n my mango smelling shampoo [l'oreal WAHAHAHA.] to look forward to when i get back.
p/s: my parents say they might be leaving me at the hotel tomorrow so that they can go n eat breakfast alone. GOOD RIDDANCE. hah, WHeeeee.
p/p/s: ISAIAH!! if you're reading, i bought you some really obscene clay peeing figurine thing. and it's in the shape of.... CRAYON SHIN CHAN. waha.
toodles.
5:53 AM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
today was WAY BETTER then yesterday.
the summer palace was so much more scenic there were willow trees lining the banks of the lake and cos it's kinda windy now, the branches were all swaying in the breeze. DAMN NICE.
it was much colder today as well, but what the heck, it was still cold as hell.
and the signboards ttly bullshited la. they said that there were 500 stone lions carved onto the seventeen arch bridge, we counted. and there were only: 124, WTF?!?!?
after torturing my feet, we sat on the bus for like 2 hrs, before eating dinner. ><
oh but dinner was some nice shizz.
we had STEAMBOAT! wahahaahs. or sth like that.
and the beef cooked rli fast.
and there was lotsa VEGGIE.
so i was HAPPY.
lalala. basically that was it for today.
p/s: i seem to be torturing my feet A LOT lately. even in singapore. lols.
p/p/s:I SAW A THREE STAR TOILET TODAY. W.T.F
p/p/p/s: I'VE FOUND PREZZIES FOR ESTY N TIFF! hahaha.
in anycase, SIGING OFF.
6:19 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
forbidden city today K[s]I[u]C[c]K[k]ED ASS (read the bracketed words please.)
the damned place was SOOO COLD i think i almost froze my extremities off. one of the many times i'm SOO happy i'm not male.
in any case, I DON'T HAVE THE PHOTOS! ahhhh. they're not on my mom's laptop. grr. owell shall upload them after three weeks - in SINGAPORE. hahas.
today was WAAY colder than ytd, about <0 degrees, dumb me didn't even KNOW it was that cold. argh.
hmm there wasn't much to see in the forbidden city, just the usual large chinese palacy stuff and elaborately decorated roofs. dumb thing is, the FLOORS are fugly like HELL. and dirrty like hell too.
the only things worth seeing inside were the really nice trees, [yes i'm very weird.] and the figurines! hahas one dragon statue looked like it was advertising this product SUUPER RETARDED shit.
and we noticed something: the beds were VERY SHORT
which led to the inference that ... THE ROYAL PEOPLE WERE SHORTTTTTT.
it just so happens... I"M SHORT TOO. could it be?
i'm OF ROYAL LINEAGE! wahahahaha. bs.
in any case. all we saw today was crap, crap, and more crap.nng
owell. at least i didn't REAALLY F.M.E.O [ freeze my extremities off.]
sigh i STILL don't know what to get for people. ><
shall get isaiah... a ...... hmm i dono.
AHH.
[ he's normally the EASIEST to get pressies for. ] gahh.
wish me luck in my endeavour. :)
signing off.
[ i don't even wanna think about tomorrow.]
p/s: JUST KEEP PRAYING!
5:15 AM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
this.is.SO.VERY.SURREAL.
i can't believe i'm blogging from China. i'm STILL SANE!
hahas i guess china ins't so baad afterall!
even though my geh kiang fathger wanted to save $ and took the BUS.
AIYOH.
i LOVE THE COLD! hahas. sooo niice.
oh oh and for dinner we had this spicy beeef dish and the special seeds that they put inside numb your tongue! wahahas SUUPER COOL. my tongue was like NUMMMMBBB..
and geh-kiang -moment AGAIN for dad, and he wated to EXPLORE so we walked ONE BIG ROUND before coming back to the hotel WTF?!?
i mean i was perfectly fine, but my grandma was FREEZING!
pssh.
i guess 'brother in Christ' was rite, God does make it all better. hahas
lalala going to forbidden city tomorrow!
owell internet access limit >.<
SIGNING OFF!
5:53 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
it's 8:58 right now. and i'm feeling kinda scared and depressed.
i'm 12 hours away from saying goodbye to singapore, my house, and my computer.
i'm really scared.
i'm really scared of freezing my butt off.
sighs. not much i can do now though, short of running away i can't get out of going to china.
i think it's actually cos i'm not THAT against going to china. i just don't wanna stay away from my comp. [amongst other things.]
ahwell.
today went well, tiff couldn't come to the AWARE pledge taking thing today, so i asked amanda. hahs it was fun.
i can't think of anything else to say now. partially cos i think i'm feeling emo right now.
I CAN'T FUCKING BRING MY MP3 PLAYER.
IT ISN'T FUCKING WORKING. GAHH.
SIGH.
i watched MADE juz now. Zach wants to learn figure skating. and i'm not going to go into detail cos i can't remember what happened. but i do remember crying.
i think the only uplifting thing i can think of rite now is THE WILDBOYZ in mtv.
they're fucking funny.
they swam in Capybara crap. cos like the biggest rodent in the world swims in it's own crap.
gross but true. they were in Brazil. and then they got chris to dress up as a rodent and they wrestled with an anaconda
lalala.
i never knew bossanova was hey mama styled music.
i can't believe i just blogged about tv. WTF.
signing off.
4:58 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
today sucked ass.
first james jon n sz decided to go to cityhall instead of thomson plaza. WTH. sigh.
tiff n i were like WTFFF. aiyah. not going la.
so we went to BUGIS! lalala. for a manicure.
... gawd that sounded so very girly. eek. ><
so now i have black nails.wahahhahah. black rawks.
i'm currently blogging [very slowly. the painted nails have very much impeded my typing speed.] and i'm listening to mOBSCENE by MARILYN MANSON. the song ttly rock.s it's sooooo funny.
in the chorus cheerleaders go: BE OBSCENE BE BE OBSCENE. BE OBSCENE BABEH !
LOLLLLLL>
i'm still laffing.
and james found a webbie that did youtube flash to mp3 converting[s]! gahhs screwed up grammar. but i'm too tired to care. in any case. I FINALLY HAVE ANNA MOLLY!!!!!
wahahahahs.
incubus.
lalalas. nth more to say cept come down to cineleisure tomorroe!
signing off.
6:54 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
*loud sob*
MY FEET HURT.
A LOT.
we walked. and walked. and walked. and walked.
for three hours straight.
and we only finished ONE STACK. [partially cos we weren't with sz n grp.so we cldn't get more stacks.and it RAINED.]
OWELL.
tomorrow it's at THOMSON PLAZA!!!!!!!!
whee. ten mins from home. or maybe even less.
LALALA. i hope sx's at home. wahahahas.
off to rest my poor feet.
3:12 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
THE GRUDGE 2 was NOT SCARY.
at least it was scary DURING the course of the show, but after that it was saad.
basically the ghosts are mother and son who got brutally killed by the father of the family. when he discovered the mother's diary[which she penned her thought and feelings in since she was a child] and found out that she was actually the daughter of an exorcist, and that the mother fed the evil spirits from the victims to her [but that didn't actually affect her life, i gues she was just a portal to get the evil spirits to another dimension or sth.]. he then flew into a mad rage, and killed the mother by snapping her neck, and by drowning their child.
their causes of death actually explain why they make the sounds they do. the mother can't talk and when the little boy [he's actually quite cute ><] opens his mouth, this piercing scream is emitted.
so yeah..
all in all, it was an okay show which frightened me, but not AFTERwards.
so it's GOOD! hahas.
no one's ass is gonna get kicked. yayyezors.
lalala. going to cityhall tomorrow for the AWARE thing.
JOIN OUR CAUSE!
signing off.
3:24 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
I'M FINALLY GONNA WATCH THE GRUDGE TWO.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYyYYY.
okay momentary lapse in sanity.
but the point is. OMGOMGMG YAYY! ahahahs. shikkie wuvs MJ. [ in a non lesbianic way.]
we initially decided to watch it at Sun Plaza [MJ was under the illusion it was somewhere in SUNtec city.] in my lack-of-sleep induced trance-like state, i BLURRly said: okay.
until realisation hit me [ow.] this morning.
" sun plaza. sunplaza. WTF?! SUNPLAZA'S AT SEMBAWANG!"
gaahh.
8:34 am: emergency call to the TAN house.
MJ: " what [cranky.] !"
me:" sunplaza.is.not.at.suntec."
MJ:" huh?!"
me:"it's at SEMBAWANG"
MJ:" WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKK."
etcetcetc.
hence we're gonna watch it at YISHUN. [yayy.]
if the movie isn't scary.
I'M GONNA KICK THEIR PUNY ASSES!
GRAHH.
feel the power rolling off me in waves.
~lalala. i rarely make sense.
signing off.
5:58 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
right now, i'm comtemplating murder.
should i personally wrangle the life out of this person who's blog's named 'noogeroo.blogspot.com'.
or should i not?
on second thought. nah. i'd just dirty my hands and probably land up n jail... hardly worth the trouble.
and for someone who claims i'm stupid. for the life of me i CANNOT understand WHY SOMEONE would name her/his blog NOOGEROO! [prolly because i'm 'stupid' --feel the sarcasm.]
it's SUCH A HORRIBLY ASININE NAME!
seriously.
and it does hurt when you're whacked with a carrom board!
DUH!
WTS?! [what the shit.]
well for one, i think that the education these days are beyond poor.
i mean look at the guy!
on to less exasperating subjects.
approximately 10 minutes ago, i clicked on a dn to chat with someone over msn.
and i was wondering:' .... why's his font suddenly so... different. and why did his dn change so... drastically?'
and but 2 mins ago did i realise: THIS.IS.NOT.HIM.
gahhh.
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i think i've gone off my rocker. [if i had one to begin with.]
5:57 AM
right now, i'm comtemplating murder.
should i personally wrangle the life out of this person who's blog's named 'noogeroo.blogspot.com'.
or should i not?
on second thought. nah. i'd just dirty my hands and probably land up n jail... hardly worth the trouble.
and for someone who claims i'm stupid. for the life of me i CANNOT understand WHY SOMEONE would name her/his blog NOOGEROO! [prolly because i'm 'stupid' --feel the sarcasm.]
it's SUCH A HORRIBLY ASININE NAME!
seriously.
and it does hurt when you're whacked with a carrom board!
DUH!
WTS?! [what the shit.]
well for one, i think that the education these days are beyond poor.
i mean look at the guy!
on to less exasperating subjects.
approximately 10 minutes ago, i clicked on a dn to chat with someone over msn.
and i was wondering:' .... why's his font suddenly so... different. and why did his dn change so... drastically?'
and but 2 mins ago did i realise: THIS.IS.NOT.HIM.
gahhh.
><
i think i've gone off my rocker. [if i had one to begin with.]
5:57 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
i went swimming today! this shikaye is very happy.
my father is such a dunce. i think i'll go make a hat for him with the words " i have faith" on it.
R-TARD ALERT.
it's been about 2 mths since i've bought my trusty electric toothbrush, and he notices it only TODAY. my mom noticed it three days after i bought it.
you can see why i love my mommy soooooo much more.
- she earns more than him.
- she's more patient.
- she remembers her science from her sec school days enough to help me with my homework.
- she isn't sloppy.
it so very obvious now.
i still wonder WHY THE HELL she married him.
owell. i guess love really is blind.
hmm Mark [my cgl] asked if i could make a blogskin for him on sunday.
when asked what he wanted it to be like, he merely said: " must have attitude okay."
exactly WHAT does 'attitude' mean to him? i'm pretty sure everyone has a different definition to attitude and what it would LOOK like [pretty impossible seeing as it's kinda intangible].
in any case, i made a skin with akinda...
TOXIC GREEN bg and a box with black splatters all about. coupled it with the very cliched " MY blog my rules " claim, and of cours placed his name
prominently on top of the box.
~ lalala. i'm too lazy to make a skin today [glad i'm finally falling out of the rampage].
so he BETTER LIKE IT.
hahas.
YAYY! i've finally gotten the bdae card for estyy. and i collected the wallet from aloysius todayy. i shall drop it off at her house RIGHT BEFORE I LEAVE FOR CHINA.
man, i'm such a nice friend.
i've volunteered to help out for this umm cause. like it's AGAINST violence to women and children
~ lalala.
come down to cineleisure this saturday to support our cause!
i ALMOST forgot to complain about Casino Royale.
hahaha.
first of all, why'd they find such a fugly actor?! [ daniel craig is da shit. literally.]
second of all, why's he so OLD?! i bet he's in his forties.
lastly. THE WHOLE SHOW WAS PSEUDO PORNOGRAPHY!!!!!!!
everywhere he goes he ends up doing the lady.
and then when he gets this mission thing to go to this CASINO [the Casino Royale in Montenegro. duh.] to play poker, he has to act like he's in love with his fiance, this accountant from the company sponsoring him. entrance to the game is like 10 million [wtf?!] and to play somemore when you lose or sth it's another 5 million. [ iTHINK]
he claims she's not his type when they're on the car, on the way to the casino. WHY. you wonder, she's so pretty AND smart.
" single" he claims. he doesn't like single women.
and later on you find that that's a whole load of bullcrap.
he ends up doing her ANYWAY.
WTF?!
first it's in the hotel room during the poker break, when she helps him kill a thug who came to kill someone else but ends up going after them. she then proceeds to sit under the shower to 'cleanse' herself [she's roman catholic] as her 'hands have blood on them that can never come off'
he sucks her fingers. and they have sex.
WTF?!?!?!?
after the whole ordeal, they almost have sex. AGAIN. on the.... BEACH!
EEW. it's sandy for pete's sake. gross.
so you see. my virgin eyes are scarred for all eternity because SOME people wanted to watch two old people doing the unmentionables.
sigh. story of my life.
i STILL didn't get to watch the grudge. RARRRH.
FEEEEEEEL MYYYYYY WRAAAATHHHHH.wahahahs.
signing off.
10:59 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
there was NO chinee tuition today, and for once i am sad that there is none.
THERE'S NOTHING TO DO AT HOME!!!!!!!!
fuckfuckfuckfuck.
i was SO bored today. i decided to add songs to my mp3 player. little shit of a thing. it's disk space: 512 mb. WHAT THE FUCK CAN YOU PUT INSIDE?!
i did NOT buy this thing. this creative piece of technology [LOL.not] wa a freebie given to my mother. i am merely using it because my EFFING mp3 plaer [5gb] HANGED! guess what. it only decided to hang RIGHT AFTER IT'S WARRANTY PERIOD!
MUTHAFUCKING SHIT. damnnnn the piece of )&^&%%$! [ my Vvocab is extremely limited. i have no other swear words to use to curse this damned piece of technology.]
i think it's bewitched. it breaks down RIGHT AFTER the oneyear warranty. don't trust creativity.
the second extreme. my comp took 3 effing hours to rip this rain cd. that's as long as it took for me to dl PS CS2. WTF. ass LOOOOONG. which just goes to show how lagged my comp is. and my dad STIL doesn't get me a new one. RETARD.
third extreme: I.WATCHED.INUYASHA.
--- THAT'S HOW BORED I AM.
i finished [yet another] skin today, it's called DOyouBELIEVEinFAIRIES;
LALALA. I LOVE MY BRUSHES! the fairy wing brushes featured in this skin are absolutely fabtastic.
.... OMG. i'm speaking like a...a...a... GIRL!
SOMEONE SAVE ME.
-- so you see what absolute boredo0m can do to you? it makes you FEMMY.
on to other less grossly girlish subjects:
MY WINTER WEAR FOR CHINA.
- my older cousin peijun lent me her parka. it is red n blue [WTF?!] fortunately, it doesn't suck ass.
-i bought STOCKINGS [EEUGH.] for china.
what to do. i'll freeze my ass off if i don't.
i read rc's blog today [first in a century. and no i'm not 50000 yrs old. i'm only 14.] she wants to buy FLIPFLOPS in china. w.t.f.
i bid her GOODLUCK in her endeavour. it's nearing WINTER!
[no offense rc.]
WE ARE WATCHING THE GRUDGE TWO TOMORROW [iHOPE. if we don't. someone's gonna DIE.] lalala.
signing off [gonna watch SOMEMORE inuyasha. bored outta my wits.]
4:03 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
i'm blogging. again.
BORED.
whee. finished my second skin [in one day]
www.drenchedblack-.blogspot.com
this was supposed to be my other blog. but i've never used it.
~lalala. head down to see my macabreGARDEN blogskin.
hmm feel like making a whole series.
owell. i'm still bored.
2:30 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
right now, i am slurping instant noodles. the instant noodles are swimming in a bowl of noxiously spicy soup [self-concocted thankyou very much] egg, and fishcake.
at this juncture you ask yourself: there's something missing....
bien sur. THE FUCKING VEGETABLES!
the bowl had NO VEGGIE!
WTF?!
my grandmother decided to clean out the fridge of perishable food items. all she left for us [my dad n i] was a little container of scalded brocolli. WTF?!?! this is the THIRD time i'm having instant noodles for lunch this week [not that i mind but HELLO 3 TIMES?!] and i've RUN OUT OF VEGGIE!
GAHHHHH..
the crunchy goodness and bittersweet tang of VEGGIE. without veg it's just CARBS carbs n MORE CARBS.
is missing. from.my.noodles.
><><><
sigh. i don't wanna go out for lunch. i'm SAVING UP FOR SHOPPING IN CHINA DAMMIT.
grahh. so upsetting.
whee. i'm so upset i'm distracted from my upset...ness.
owell. since i didn't go swimming. i shall go ROLLERBLADING! [ and get myself some painful bruises on my shin. ]
signing off. SIGHs.
p/s: DAMN YOU BLOGSKINS.COM you're still EFFING DOWN! GAHH.
8:50 PM
second post today. wowee.
anyway, DAMN YOU BLOGSKINS.COM DAMN YOU!!!!!!!
faaarrrrk. WHY THE HELL DO THEY HAVE SO MANY DATABASE PROBS?!?!?!
muthafucking shit.
grahhhhh.
.... [looking back, i think i have very scary moodswings.]
AHHHHGGGK. it's so boring right now i'm listening to BoA. WTF. no offense to BoA fand out there but she's kinda.... last century. yeah.
i'm THAT bored.
COME BACK BLOGSKINS.COM dammit COME BACK.
5:11 AM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
HAH. TAKE THAT! my skin's rating average: 5 STARS!!!!!!
I AM SOOOO HIGH RIGHT NOW.
GO SHIKAYE! wahahas. *ego moment*
i resolve to create more 5 star skins.
lalalas~
will be heading over to MJ's house to watch THE COVENANT later on, and we'll be watching *DUNDUNDUN* THE GRUDGE TWO THIS SUNDAY! [iHOPE] blahblahblahs.
i can't type anymore cos i'm SO HIGHH...
hmm spent 4 hours [straight - till 12 am] on that skin { MYCHEMICALROMANCE RAWKKKSSSSSSSSSS } and PHEW thankGOD [thankyouthankyouthanyou!] the hard work paid off. lalalas. may my creativity never run dry. and hopefully there'll be MORE FANTABULOUS DEVIATIONS to inspire me.
this goes out to RAZORBLADE666 for your wonderful picture! hahahs. THANKYAA.
i'm still very high.
4:37 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
GAHH. DAMN YOU WEATHER! DAMN YOU!
>< i didn't get to swim today.
and a shikaye who doesn't get her bi-weekly dose of swimming will NOT BE A HAPPY SHIKAYE.
grahh.
i'm so sad i can't even type coherently. SCARY.
random piece of news:
I HAVE ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS2!!!!!
FULL VERSION!!!!
ahahahas. man i love limewire.
whee. told ya james. photoshop 7.0 doesn't cut it for me.
1:48 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
today's outing was somewhat of a flop. owell. AT LEAST WE GOT DISCOUNTED TICKET PRICES lol. i wanted to watch the grudge two, but tiffany said it wasn't scary and she was about to fall asleep half way through the show, and also because esther wanted to watch STEP UP [ugh. no offense esty! i just don't like cliches. :)] so much, we relented. Isaiah came along too because it wasn't a scary movie anymore; the coward. wilkson wanted to come too but only if we watched the covanent, but according to yet another goodfriend of mine -ruici- it sucked big time. maybe God was trying to tell me to watch step up. hahas, whatever the case, we went to vivo got the tickets [at $2! WAHAAHAHAHA] and had CARL'S JR for lunch. yum. the portions were SO BIG, that ISAIAH SAID HE WAS FULL! [*shock* *horror* DEATH.] miraculous.hahs, then we met p with james and headed for the sky garden, which is pretty much an outdoor pool [ on a shopping complex ] with muddy green water where dumb little retards go to sit around like pygmy hippos taking mudbaths. just BREATHTAKING, the view there. pfft.
the movie was okay... i guess. but still VERY much cliched. VERY VERY much.
we headed to candy empire next [ wasn't much just TONNES OF CANDY. ]: we wanted to see if the tabloids were true - did they allow wheelchair bound people in? apparently, they don't as claimed by one of the owners of candy empire who overheard us discussing the issue on the train. [ BIG BRUDDA IS WATCHING. ... no wonder he's big, lookit all the sweets...]
and today i found out anthony was from hongkong! ahhh. i feel like such a horrible cgmate. >< SORRY! hahas. now i know. AND i also know his chinese name, which isaiah doesn't. muahahahahaha.
we went to pcbunk for awhile, wasn't much. BORING actually.
and then aloysius and james headed back [ we found two things at vivo: stJAMESpowerstation and ANTHONberg chocolate. LOL ]
which left me n esty WHEE! ahahs we took some neos which she generously offered to treat me to, and i hitched a ride home from aunty joan [esty's mom] we chatted in her car about the shopping scene in china, where i'm about to go to in a few weeks.[ SAVE ME.PLEASE.]
i guess today wasn't so bad, worship didn't rawk my sawks off but it was good.
5:37 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
THIS POST GOES OUT TO
ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HELPED ME UH... CONQUER THE EVIL MESSAGE SENDER LAST NIGHT. NAMELY:
!TIFFany
!ISAIAH
!SHAZAM
[ IN THE ORDER THAT I CALLED TO ASK FOR HELP ]
SO A GARGANTUAN THANKYOUS TO ALL OF YA!
AHAHS.
I STILL HOPE THE SICK FUCK GETS HIS DUE TORTURE. PFFT.
6:19 PM
guess what. i've been receiving threatening messages by an anonymous sender today.
FUCKING BASTARD.
things went sth like this:
--
i was minding my own business smsing people asking if they wanted to come on sunday to watch the grudge 2 with us. everything was going FINE until the little bitcard [cross between a bitch and a bastard] sends me a message " oi why you keep asking if itm has a gf? you like him isit?"
my reply: which tim are you referring to [i know 4] and tim has ALREADY told me that he likes tiff [ this happened LAST YEAR the only reason i was willing to release the info that and also because EVERYONE ALREADY KNOWS.]
the B's reply: thank god. tiff is his SISTER la please.
ME: i was referring to the tiff in our CHURCH, you know nxt to nothing about him so why are you asking me this shizz?
B: please la, it's not like YOU know any more, bitch.
i then called tim to ask him if he had that number. he claimed he didnt.
ME: it's pretty obvious you like him, it's okay i don't like him you can have him.
B: AWW SO SAD RIGHT.
ME: i think i deserve to know who you are.
TIM REPLIES: so what if you're from rgs, you're nothing [what does that have to do with this shit?!] and how could you tell him that? i shouldn't have trusted you.
--
WTF?! YOU SEE MY POINT? what a COMPLETE and UTTER BASTARD! i asked him MORE than ONE YEAR AGO, the bloody RAETARD who's been hounding me is the outdated one. RETARD.
i hope both of them rot in the depths of hell. but not before they suffer by becoming eunuchs and have their eye gouged out and their fingernails pulled off, their limbs then severed by pulling their bodies apart.
hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
6:08 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
anger.agony. two very consuming emotions; get too caught up in them and you usually do very stupid things. i think i'm in both right now.
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i don' even know why i'm sobbing my heart out in front of the computer, trying desperately to vent my frustration on the keyboard, and at the same time tryig to form coherent sentences. it isn't easy. maybe i'm too into the whole emo-phase thing, maybe i'm overreacting, or maybe my life really is in shambles. i don't know. it's like everytime i try to ask my father for something, something as simple as " could you turn on the tv for me please? " he will rebutt with a " for what. " who the fucking hell replies in that manner?! unless of course you're a very annoying bastard. i've tried to reason with him, he takes it in offense, and please note that I'VE CONSIDERED MY WORDS EXTREMELY CAREFULLY BEFORE SAYING THEM. maybe it's cause he's old and decrepit. but that can't be it, he' only 47. what is it then, here's my theory: MID LIFE CRISIS.
he's nearing his fifties, and he is scrambling, grabbing at anything to just reassure himself: i'm still young. i'm not old. i'm not going to die in thirty years. what ignorance.
maybe i'm just extremely spiteful right now. in any case, that's what i think he's doing right now.
another thing: my mother thinks i think the world universe revolves around me. i know [ I REALLY DO ]that soemtimes i can be very overbearing and i can be very bossy. but how is tiring of all the shit that's thrown at me by my mid-life-crisis-father be elitist thinking?
the new part time maid our aunt introduced to us is not very [how shall i put it] hardworking. she cleans the living room and the masterbedroom, which are, might i add, the only two rooms which do NOT need cleaning, they are already VERY clean. i guess you could call that being streetsmart. and so my grandmother decided to tell my faher to tell the maid to clean the other rooms first, like the kitchen [ constantly greasy ] and the toilets. and gues what, he REBUTTS: she knows what to do.
i'm quite sure you're laughing right now. DOES SHE FRIGGIN LOOK LIKE SHE KNOWS WHAT SHE'S DOING?! NO! he doesn't even PAY her, it's my GRANDMOTEHR who takes the money out of her own purse to give the maid.
see what i mean.
i may seem like i'm not helping out a lot just whining, and sitting by watching everything happen without lifting a finger to help clean. seriously though, isn't that what the maid is for? i'm NOT trying to sound elitist, very honestly, i am NOT. but that is what maids are for right? you pay them to help you clean the house and to cook and the take care of the kids etcetcetc. so what would be the point of hiring a maid to clean something that doesn't need cleaning. you're just wasting your money.. let me change that. you're just wasting your MOTHER-IN-LAW's money. and all the thanks she gets are five words of careless rebuttal: she.knows.what.to.do
so you can see why i'm so hesitant to stay at home to 'supervise' [ as my mother would call it ] the maid, who knows, she might tell him that i'm trying to boss her around [ i've got better things to do thank you very much. ] and what he going to say?
i'm sure you know the answer by now.
typing has helped loads.
i hope the bloody fucking bastard rots in hell.
4:46 AM
