Monday, April 30, 2007

i feel horrible.

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today we went to play badminton.
...actually rc went, bo and i stoned. i had math to finish.
rc's phone starting ringing, i picked it up: she was still playing.
told tim to come.
hung up.

a few minutes later, she charges towards me and tears her way throught the heap pf bags on the floor and begins accusing me of reading her messages. and no, is was NOT the friendly kind. she looked vengeful. WHAT THE FUCK.
of course i retaliated. duh.
so i called her a bitch.

... she ran off.

does she think I'M not hurting?!

how would you feel if a good friend of yours decides to jeopardise your friendship over a PHONE.
of course you retaliate!

... i'm to tired to care.
and i still feel horrid.

ciao.

3:37 AM

Sunday, April 29, 2007

It’s never occurred to me how therapeutic warm water on your forehead feels.
It really is very relaxing.
Like when emotions are just this tangled up ball of …. Stuff inside your cranium and you dribble warm soapy bathwater in a thin stream on your forehead, the feelings melt through the floor of your head and evaporate.
Just finished the Gillian Flynn book I’d borrowed yesterday. Wonderfully horrific, of you get what I mean(:
Psycho attention-whorish stepsisters.too-needy mothers.too much money.
Gonna need more books like that.
Her debut novel’s actually good.

Had village today(: ahahs THEY HAVE NICE CREPES! Whee. Dribbled in chocolate custard. Mmm. Then celebrated mom’s bday at tommy romas. -.= that place is getting old.
Owell. I WORE MY NEW SUSPENDERS TODAY. WAHAHAS.cuuute Strawberry House thing. $30! Reaaaaly cheap.
Lalalas.got to know a at high guy in… dance. Ahahahahahahs. I still find it laughable.
Hmm. Too tired to type anymore. Nites(:

7:54 AM

Friday, April 27, 2007

i have come to a conclusion.

life is utterly meaningless. especially when people are stupid and there is absofuckinglutely nothing to do.

i mean, marriage is hopeless, every pair would eventually come to a dead end. the only love that's everlasting is from God, that much i believe.
good books are few and far between. i don't have my takoyaki machine yet. [for some stupid reason i've decided that i'll get myself one when i grow up] i own a really crappy computer, and i have a pmsey dad. i'm not doing very well in school i have to get back to swimming again. and dammit i need more cash -.-

sigh. oh cynism!

in the meantime, i suppose photowhoring and being an emokid will suffice.

oh, and my 2.4 improved by >one minute(:

12:52

yayy.

have decided to wear the darned gothic lolita blouse i bought millenia ago tomorrow to jiang.
wish me luck.

re-reading good fanfiction. sigh. i have no life.

and my mother's signed me up for some retarded writing course at hwa chong.
gross much? yeah.

someone give me cyanide NOW.

5:27 AM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

shikkie has reached a conclusion.

most guys are super despo and paedophillic.

i used the UBER ACT CUTE pic of us photowhoring and decided to ask a few guys questions.
results have shown that they responded a total of like. seven whole minutes faster.
MYGAWD.

how gross is that.

for those who know i'm talking about you. cao sorry. can't help it if i'm disgusted by bastards like...you.

anywho.

it's just. ugh. gross.

7:15 AM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

PHOTOWHORING!

yes. my life is THAT boring. and mundane. the highlight of today was photowhoring after
pft.

-.-

i got 58 for sit n reach!
which.... really sucked. ><

lalalas. ruicit hinks i'm ahlian. under the advert for empty pepsi was:
iee lurbb euu nehhxs!

WAH LAU. grawwr. wanna strangle her.
anywhoo. BO WAS SO FRIGGIN' AMUSING. ahahhahaas.
sir bostamford boraffles.

WTFWTFWTFWTF.

WK said i looked.... vvvv young.

WAHAH. unbotoxed okay.

[ so i like photowhoring. sue me.]

I'M JEALOUS OF RC'S CAM. GRAWWWR.

tata!

6:14 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

OHMYGOD. like.OH MY GAWD.

WE GOT... GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOLD.... WITH FRICKIN' HONOURS!!!
wtfwtfwtf. i'm super high right now.(:

KO MATSUSHITA STOOD UP TO CLAP FOR US AND HE WENT BRAVO BRAVOBRAVO OMYTIANOHMYTIANOHMYTIAN.

i can't even hear what erik's saying right now about yaoi. I"M SOO HIGH.

anyhoo.
HAH. IN YOUR FACE TOH BAN SHING YOU OVERGROWN POSEUR.

xP

i can't even think coherently. blehhs.

I LOVE YOU PATCHES(:

lalalas.

GOLD.... WITH HONOURS!

oho h . and i was like. TWO CM FROM KO MATSUSHITA OKAY. *swoooons.*

wahah. i have his email tooooo.

yesyes. be jealous.

well. too high(: tata-.

3:57 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007

SYF IS ON TUEDAYYYYY. baaah >< worried.

bo's afraid she'll get kicked off, she hasn't recovered from her sore throat yet. xP

apaprently toh ban shing kicked of like. manymanymany people from the ri choir cos of their sore throats. suckayyy. ohwelll. their luck(:

there'll be practice AGAIN tomorrow from 1-4 -.-

" choir is dominating your life! bwahahahah"
from erika. sigh. indeed.
indeed.

bloody hell i haven't finished bio pt yet.

i lead a sucky life.

a veryveryveryvery sucky life.

someone save me.

>< tata-.

5:09 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007

BAAAAHHHH mustblogmustblogmustblogmustblog!

woke up late today, and decided to... PON school(:

unfortch, my dad offered to fecth me -.-

had no valid excuse ><

SO... i ran after the bus, and went PAST school(:

wahahs. changed in far east. had breakfast at YAKUN and then...

I SAW A FUGGIN' TEACHERRRRR grahhhh. i think he KINDA recognised me >< die la.

owell.

i then went to the POLYCLINIC! heh. to get an MC.

fuggin' queue was NEVR ENDING i spent like. THREE HOURS at that god forsaken place.

wah lau.

anywhoo. i got my mc. wahahahs. rawk.

and then went back to KINO! and called everyone on my phone list. to have lunch with me. unfortunately, my phone ran outta batt and i don't know who called back so... yeah. shit.

bought new flats. black n white wheeeee.

and... MAIN PART OF TODAY'S POST!

i saw TOO MANY people that i actually know today. waaay too freaky.
and it wasn't even at orchard.

saw Daniel Ong. you know.... the umm radio DJ? yeah he was having a HAARD time lugging all those taka bags ahahs. wanted to ask for a picture but didn't think he'd appreciate it... judging from the weight of those shopping bags.
AND THEN!

ON the bus ride home, i saw... MUMBLY GUY!... erhh. not MY mumbly guy, MJ's mumbly guy. at the stop i usually changed buses at, saw him sitting there looking stoned [ like he always does ] so out of spontaneous insanity, i waved. he scanned the bus, then looked back at me. he jaw dropped. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHSH WTFWTFWTFWTFWWTFWTF.

damn funny seh.

and waved back(:

BUT STILL. AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHS. i can't stop lafffinnngg.
shall bother him on saturday.

and a FEW stop later, i saw... LYD!

frantically began knocking on the glass of the bus but she was too engrossed in her book ><

i feel SOOO unloved.
that, and the jc dood behind me must've thought i was maad.

which i think i am, but well, no one else has to know right.

eventful day!

ihatepolyclinics.

and, I HATE HAVEING NO INTERNET ACCESS grawwrr.

dammit. will someone start some petition to help poor n lil ole me get back my internet accessss.

pwease.

sighs. tata-.

1:20 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

random outburst of the day:

" HOW COULD YOU FANGIRL.... HET COUPLES! :"

*holds hand to forehead.*

WHATEVER ERIKA -.-

[ oh oh i just realised. the makeup artiste who did my makeup was ERIKA(:]

4:58 AM

lalalas. today was a dreary day.
left for school feeling like. well, shit.
don't know why. SIGH.

recess:

guiqi: if fiona catches me eating this arh, i tell you i die la.

-why is she so afraid of fiona.- *shakes head*

guiqi: WAH. this chilli DAMN shiok leh!

lawls. yes indeed the chillli fir the nasi lemak from stall... 6[i think] i VERY GOOD(:

since i was going for choir today i steered clear of the stuff.

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choir break

" eh shikaye! " came yvonne.
" join us leh quick! "

huhhuh. what's going onnn.

make up lesson! you not free?

me : -.- to heck with choir, i'm feeling depressed.

*LEAVES*

heh.

lazy me volunteered as i was toooooo lazy to do my own makeup, and the shiseido lady did it for me.

guess what.

I CAME OUT LOOKING LIKE SOME FUGLY ANNA SUI MODEL.

WHATHEFUG. UGHHHHHH. ><

why do ALLLL the makeup artistes give me.... UBER BRIGHT and such FUCKING GIRLY colours?!?!?!?!?!?

i wanna keeeel myself. grah.

after the makeup session.

*dragged into the world of choir politics*

apaprently, person A badmouthed person B for something person A wasn't even involved in.
nosey much?
owell. person A used to be nice.
now she's just this fugly bitch who thinks she's pretty.

owell.

welcome to being a girl.it SUCKS.

but i suppose it's better than having a dick(:

GOGOGO boeyy. we know you can do it.

you're STEEEL now. -.-

tata.

4:49 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

it's " LET'S-ALL-START-USING-THE-WORD-SELFEXPLANATORY" week! for some. VERYVERYVERYVERY odd reason, i keep hearing it EVERYWHERE! on mtv: utt. in school: Miss regina lee, ruici, MYSELF, jill lowe. PLUSPLUSPLUS.

bahh. self-explanatory.

cool(:

ahahas. PRINTING RAMPAGEEEE
shikkie officially <3s the school library! not because i'm an nerd luh, it's cos... THEY HAVE FRIGGIN' COLORED LASER PRINTERS! bwahahahahah. lalals. printing on transparencies is funfunfun. made this... BISHIE wallpaper. and theis BAKANISHI wallpaper. and i PRINTED THEM OUT IN FULL COLOUR! *swooooons*

bwahah. oh, that and vincentvalentine & ZOMBIE LOAN wallpapers! whee.

now my homework file is... BISHIE FILLED.

wahah.

the social graces course today was.... amusing to say the least. jill lowe had this japanese/hokkien/chinese kindoff an accent. and she was very open. which was GOOD. heh. but we had to stay till FIVE. grawrr.

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i think i'm in deep shit. tang lao shi's gonna call me mum. friggin' bitch. hope she dies. ugh.
owell. shldn't waste brain cells.
she's gonna die earlier than i am anyway(:

so..... BACK TO BISHIE-PICTURE-SCOUTING!

<3s.

4:55 AM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

lalala. spent the whole evening PRINTING!
rampaged my mom's office's laser printer. heh.
so now i have >10 tranparencies with BISHIES on them wahahahahaha.
iRAWK.

and I GOT PAST THE AUDITIONS FOR SYF! yayy.

downside: now we HAVE to wear that FUGLY OMG-I-WOULDN'T-BE-SEEN-DEAD-IN-THAT costume -.-
who the HELL designed that shit. i will slaughter that person with my barehands. ugh.

lalalas. printed out the WHOLE 'When You Own The Universe' story(:

159 pages long. insane ain't i.

whee. toodles.

6:25 AM

Friday, April 06, 2007

lalalas. Chris Daughtry's It's Not Over is GOOOD. ahahs. he has an awesome voice. the lyrics kinda suck though. OWELL.

I NEVER KNEW BISHAN HAD TAKOPACHI.

--uh oh. i hear ruici shouting: WHY YOU PANG SEI ME HUH HUH?!?!-
AHAH. i knew it. she just wants the songgg wahahah.

owell. shall be evil(:

went bugis todayy after having Carls' Jr. lalalas. vivo is BOORING SHIT.
esther FINALLY got her school bag! whee. some 69 [AHEM! xP] thing.

we went to Bishan. i wanted to go to the library: FUGGIN CLOSED GAHHHH. WTHWTHWTH.

stupid la.

then i went home. blehhs.

I NEVER KNEW WILK WAS FROM ACSI.

0.0

tata-

6:17 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

i don't feel so good today ><

my head feels like it's about to implode. ughh.

how.

I NEED A HUG! rawrr.

2:48 AM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

haven't posted in a while. hmm. BUSYYYY. grawrh.

anywhooo. we tried playing the capt spud prank on LPPL. he blew up in my face. -.-
so then i didn't talk for the rest of the lesson. and he looked guilty when he left.
AHAH. IN YOUR FACE STUPID! bear the guilt for the rest of your pathetic existence. HMPH.

saw him during choir break then he was like: " eh, why you still in school "
*rolls eyes* " choir "

and walked off.

YAYYYY. I DIDN'T EVEN GREEEEET.

wahah.

second most amusing thing of today:

THE MUAH CHEE JOKE SESSION!

leanna was being XXX-tra crappy today and we were talking about all the dumb shit we did on SIMS 2 [like how bunneh trapped the grim reaper in this structure] AHHAHA.

and so leanna was like :' eh dyou know the muah chee and pau joke? '

rc + me: ' 0.o '

' once upone a time there wa sa pau and a muah chee and they hated each other. so one day the pau decided to end it all and pushed the muah chee into the sea. '

' WHAAAAT?!'

' you don't get it? '

'DUH. NO.'

*continues random SIMS 2 escapades.*

15 mins later.

'ohoh another joke!'

rc + me ' -.- '

leanna " there was once this couple, te guy had to leave for the army and so at the train station he told his gf, wait for me here after 5 yrs 5 mths 5 hours nd wer the ring. I LOVE YOU! so after the aofrementioned period of time, he came back, only to find that his gf wasn't there. as his scedule had been pushed back, she had thrown the ring into the sea in a paroxysm of vexation. contemplating suicide, the young man went to the sea, entertaining thoughts of suicide. and when he looked down into the calm blue waters of the sea. guess what he saw"

" uh, the ring?"

" no la! the muah chee! "

WHATHEFUG! ahahahs we brust into peels of laughter. and spen tthe WHOLE session laughing till ur stomachs hurt when someone went : MUAH CHEE

ohwell(:

MUAHCHEE!

6:54 AM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

had to do a solo for 11 am today, i think i screwed up majorly. >< I TTLY FORGOT THE LYRICS CAN.

but after worship uncle reuben came and said i did a great job.
even though it was prolly out of courtesy, i still feel better. xP

then mom found out cos APPARENATLY uncle steven seow sms-ed her.

how fast news like that travels. i am thoroughly amused.

random thought: i just realised i have more YAYAYAH vids than kat-tun/jin.

WHATHEFUG! this is FREAAAAKY.

and hikaru is... fugly ><
owell.

gtg sleep(:

8:38 AM

someone ward me into the Aurora.

UGHH. INSTITUTION FOR THE CRIMINALLY INSANE. exactly what i need.

i felt for... angry today for some reason. maybe the NUMBER TWENTY THREE really is a curse. hmm.

i tried mutilating my phone today. and failed. tooka ll the anger out on the poor thing.
>< sorry phone!

sighs. i really feel like killing someone.
like feeling blood on my hands.
like feeling the satisfaction of a job well done; the power to end someone's life.

i don't know!
UGHH. i neeed MORE ORIGINAL FICS. dying.

tata-. off to kill.